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2002-11-18 - 12:56 a.m. So let me tell you how my weekend went. Friday I went on the Shakespeare field trip to go see Macbeth I had a whole bunch of fun on the way there. I sat with Christopher (Amy's ex but still a good friend of mine) on the way there and we talked but mostly we just laid there. We stopped at in and out to eat I bought Christopher and me food. On the way back was “fun”. Megan (a girl I know just not that well) was having chest pain and breathing problems, her chest was collapsing I was told. Well we had to call an ambulance and she went to the hospital. When they put her in the ambulance she was crying I felt so bad for her. Then we got back on the bus. I sat with Nate (the person I love with all my heart but doesn't feel that way about me). I saw some stuff and heard some stuff I didn’t want to know so I got upset (I can’t really say what because no one really knows what it is I saw and a lot of people I dislike know about my diary). I didn’t really hit me until I laid down on Nate's lap and he asked what was wrong, I told him I couldn’t say even though I tell him everything, and he turned to me and said “you know< you are beautiful” and I broke down in tears. He kept kissing my forehead and I kept crying more. Then we got to the school and everyone got off the bus. We went into the school and everyone started asking me “what’s wrong?” And it made me cry even more. I hate crying in front of Nate, Ed, Adam, and Christopher, I just don’t like to do it but I tried so hard on the bus to stop that when I got off I couldn’t. I got home and Christopher asked me to tell him what was wrong, I didn’t tell him the whole truth, I couldn’t, like now I can’t really say what I was crying about. Christopher said that he was going to stay the night but then asked the Larson's if he could stay at their house, but when he saw me crying he came to my house instead. It made me feel a little better because if anyone could under stand it would be him, Nate or Amy, I told him as much as I could. Then Saturday amber stayed another night; I got stuck babysitting six kids. My sister and my five cousins. Christopher left around 3 o’clock I told him to stay but he had to go home. Then today I cleaned the house after amber left, still haven’t got to my room though, and now I am writing to all you wonderful people who actually read about my lame ass life. When my parents got back from their weekend trip at state line one of my moms friends (Liz) came in to check out my stereo and started looking at my pictures (I'm a picture freak I have pictures everywhere). She pointed out Christopher and Adam and asked if one of them was my boyfriend, I laughed ans said “ you’re funny there is no way in hell I could get a guy like that”. Pretty funny huh? Me with one of them, in my dreams right? Tomorrow I get to go get a tan. Me and amber and possibly Chris, if he wants to come, are going to get a tan during lunch. I don’t think Christopher will actually tan but I think he’ll go any way's, he’s Christopher. Well I guess I'll see everyone tomorrow, bye, I love you all. More than you know.
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